full
empty

and there was nothing.
nothing left in the end.


introduction
confession

zishing
04-12-1992
no preferences
nothing particular.
the place people come to for help.
and that's about it.


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(Wednesday, December 20, 2006/9:20 PM)

Late
Nothing really to write, should I go Eragon? Hmm...

Better come up with something.

"Don't be a fool, that path leads to imminent death."

I guess all this thinking I've done really can't be put in words.

"It's no better running away than it is to die trying."

Or can it?


I thought that 100 days could be put in words,
But time and fate forbid.
Or do I just forbid myself,
Not just thought, it's fear.

What is fear?

"
Fear is one of a group of reactions in life forms with a long history of survival advantages for the owner and is the opposite of faith."

Then what is faith if fear is the opposite?

Paranoid, Distrusted, or Terrified?

Do you need to fight fear with fear?


Most of the time, with some indirect experience, we know that something is wrong and punishment will be executed, so fear kicks in and makes us stop whatever intention we have. Be the punishment physical or mental, it doesn't matter.

So, what about people who comit crime, go to jail, and do it again?

People like these contain their fear, bottling it up and forcing the body to commit such a thing. It's not that hard once you try, just like opening up a tiger cage. You just need to find the key, then the tiger will jump out, and after that, it will eat you up.

Once you try and you find that no one saw, you get excited. You now have no fear, you think the whole world allows you to take something and walk out. To the world it's morally wrong, so they embed fear in as many people as they can. And it carries on from generation to generation, country to country, world to world, and then you ask, who is it who said it was bad in the first place?

Someone is bound to ask that, and soon that person will find more people who think the same way, and they will rise against this fear. Making new rules, new laws, becoming infamous worldwide.

And all because the rest of us think "no".

So what is fear after all?

T.B.C. =P